Sometimes I wonder if I am spoiled
To expect satisfaction from everyday life
To be and to breathe and to believe it was all worth while.
Do I ask for too much?
Surely the gods of this world believe their existence to be of great use or necessity
Or else they should have taken their own lives due to misconduct and incompetency
The Japanese rule of honour killing
Or better yet – saving one’s honour through suicide. Done with a pointed dagger, right through the belly of the honoree
The simple but exceptional way of showing shame, yet gratitude
To do away with one’s life to benefit the people
Yet I digress
Why am I so unsatisfied.