Something, a darkness, looms over my shoulder
Its presence getting bolder and bolder
It’s chokes me
Stronger and stronger
There is no place to weep, there is no place to hide.
All that turmoil, all that dark matter, lies rotting inside
So you entertain yourself
Moan with ecstasy in the arms of another lover, when you mean to cry
Stay high, as if in the clouds forevery
When really, the sky in your world has tumbled down and died
Exposing all of your lies.
Destroying the fairytale
Destroying the lights
And leaving me once again terrified and shaken
In the death of my night.