I actually don’t know what to do
How to behave or speak
Where my life stops and begins
How it even still continues…
I don’t know why I feel this way,
But this eternal condemnation I feel is not life
And is not the way to life
So I wonder if I can cut is short
My mind is a haze from which I cannot see straight
Those I considered friends have forsaken me
Those I never thought loved me for me, opened their arms to me
I am alone in this empty paradise called Life
Seeking a safe haven in my Mind
Of a God who loves me for me and how I live
Once upon a time, my soul broke
Stabbed into a million pieces
Still to this day I wonder if I may be able to have my sweet innocence back
Or has time consumed this along with all I had?
I am hurt.
But who do I turn to when I was told the one who created this World did this to me?
Plagues me because of who I am?
I need to let Them stop lying to me.
Stop condemning me and my mind.
The purity of it is mine.