I sit here seething with blue bile
Yet to escape and flow crimson
I hold back the urge
But you, did not
You saw a light and thought to make it yours
I saw a flower and thought to show it love
But you deceived me
Stole my affections to add to your thorns
Growing weeds until you blocked the sun from all that would receive me
My light my light
I lose hope, my light
I lose sight, I lose love
I gain hate and lose my place above
My love was used to aid evil and I did not know
Used against me through my own willing hand
Affection, a compassionate blow
To my soul
Ripped and rugged from falling from the sky
You mock me.
Openly, mock me
Mock my love, my light and my affections
Malnourished my soul with words of hate and bitterness.
Who knew that this beautiful Eden was little more than a mirage
A deception that contains Evil.
Now I must strive to get back up again and burn more fiercely than once before
Poisonous gasses kill you.
The Universe will defeat you.